As I sit here with my one week old son (birth story coming soon), I'm overcome with sadness and missing my grandma so much it hurts. She passed away 10 days after Jack was born, so almost three years ago. I wish that she was here to meet Carson and to love on him a little bit. One of my most cherished memories was bringing Jack to meet his great grandma. She was so, so happy when she held him.
I know that she is watching over my babies...and our entire family (as is my grandpa), but the fact that she will not hold Carson in her arms is just heartbreaking to me. She would love to kiss his chubby cheeks.
Ugh. I miss her.